Ghislaine's Journal

Yet we are still having a nice day.
Hmm that's something else to do. Move forward with your life and give your all to make a good life for your child. I'm going to Siam after school with Army and Gift.

Then she said "He just called you a bad word".
I'm glad we only had to put in 3 nights there. And darn it she's an awesome cook. Finally. I can't whistle. Finally. It's been a bumpy few weeks. Feed 4 cats. I have a LONG busy week ahead. Can anyone explain to me what the hell is going on? My dad was 45 minutes late picking me up. I'll hope that doesn't happen because I won't have any medicine for at least another week. So we went to the casino for 2 hours! I'm going to go smoke a cigarette before I say something". Yeah. Let alone billing and all the misc shit that goes with it. You do so much for so many! Well I might go back to pack my stuff and whatnot then come home again. Let alone billing and all the misc shit that goes with it. Until then I think I'm going back to sleep. All two days of it. I haven't checked any clubs today. Hopefully she'll relax this evening and we'll play around in our own house again. But since its not till 3 I have to keep myself occupid. We went to Amanda's and the igloo. My dad wants car washes for Christmas and he has to have it be a hand wash place. Live in the present rather than always focusing on some future outcome. My parents said they'll leave up the tree until I get back. But don't get me wrong I love being with my friends and stuff. I'm 29 and can't quite believe it. Good dancing.

No matter that you've been madly in love for a whole month oh my god!
I wish Chalena were here to see them. I get this way when I really like someone. I'm going to Siam after school with Army and Gift. I think it's a splendid idea! I can't whistle. At about 5 we started cracking up because we were so tired it was so awesome. It will be their ticket and fault not mine. Put pictures in my photo album. Move forward with your life and give your all to make a good life for your child. Well I might go back to pack my stuff and whatnot then come home again. I am known among family and friends as a complete and hopeless klutz. And then I remembered how I didn't want to come home to my ex . I can't seem to pay attention. I almost always know when and what is going wrong. Just try to concentrate on achieving one goal at a time. Finally! I can't seem to pay attention. That'd be good . I can be a bitch but I have heard her say numerous times that she is more of a bitch than me. So was Ted Bundy like most other serial killers. Talk about aerobics and a muscle workout! She really digs it. So many things have happened here it's just hard for me to be here in Unalakleet. I remember when Christmas was all about and for the kids. I'm going to go smoke a cigarette before I say something". I need to before I go plum crazy. What could be so bad as to let him go with that shithead? The collapsing threads will be optional . However it's the paid users that make this possible. There will be love and peace.

I'm impressed with myself anyway and pleased to have figure it all out.
Learn something new every damn day It's amazing. Anyways Yeah. I don't think it's something we can quick kiss and make up over. You can yell at me all you want but I've lived this one with my own daughter. I don't know . She asked if I wanted to go. Having a marriage last more than 5 years at any age has become rare. I'm really tired. Ack I just want to go back to bed. All two days of it. I can be a bitch but I have heard her say numerous times that she is more of a bitch than me. Me! Things have been strained between she and her dad but I think we've made some headway. Why do I care . The weather's beautiful with a little bit of rain and we're just relaxing and having a good time. Then she said "He just called you a bad word". I get this way when I really like someone. I would get up and scream but I think the guy who owns this place wouldn't like that. I love my brother so much. I'm going to a concert tomarrow! I get this way when I really like someone. They're in awe of the minor celebrity in our midst. Came home. I get sick of people bugging me all the time. Thanks so much all of you! I'll sleep in Saturday or maybe sleep in Sunday and get up early Saturday? He laughed and said he figured he was the only guy in the world sleeping with a barometer. I'll feel better once I have a clue as to what I'm doing. Step up to it. I'm going to AFN in Anchorage with Chelsea!

Anyways yeah.
That was for the benefit of my wonderful friend dusk. But I'm glad it was quick and over and it felt like it didn't even count . I haven't even finished the bowl and it's all soggy and nasty! I was supposed to do all these certifications and stuff and I haven't done any of them. The roads are slushy and the drivers are irritating. The chicken is already soaking in the buttermilk. I'm not the only one who thinks that. Anyways yeah. It's like we're picking at each other constantly. The baby will get sick you will cry you will be lonely BUT YOU WILL SURVIVE! Its me and a lot of my thai friends. Deleted cookie file and created a new one. I can't seem to pay attention. I grew up in Alaska. Someday it has to stop but not while I'm young. Nope. I would have been able to if Mariko would have called me last night. But don't spend your time dwelling on those expectations. I'm evil. I wish I could post a picture to show. Well that set me off. It also came with a glass of wine and a cup of Tea or Coffee iced or warmed. There's a lot that I don't get. I was also queen of my community in 1988. All he wanted for his birthday was to go to that concert. They are 3 comic panel sets from my Potato! There's a lot that I don't get. To be loved for who and what I am. I'm Cara. I got the new China Dolls CD!

I can be very hard at times especially if she says something I think is somewhat stupid.
What I am supporting and promoting is BRAINS! But no. Time to live in the now. And he was so upset. Use your damn brains. He's so great. Please tear along the dotted line. Once the house is done we'll see about that! They are really cool looking. It's probably already in my bloodstream. Deleted cookie file and created a new one. HA! He told me he expected me to be home . I live in bleedin' Alaska you'd think we'd have a winter wonderland. It's different here for sure. He's the sweetest and most affectionate cat given to kneading and nuzzling for hours on end. I LOVE MUSIC! Sometimes half way through typing it in it would lock up. The days almost gone up here in AK anyways. Take care! Today was kind of a crazy day. I have a bright and vivid imagination so I don't need the graphic grossness. And that I should be cleaning it. Oh just got another email from her. He's one of my idols. Yucky outside but nice inside. I miss you Esther and Leeta I wish you both were here. For hell's sake. He is so judgemental and overbearing and it's just miserable to be there. Went and dropped off film.

Those are all being fixed.
It's probably already in my bloodstream. I like Fruity drinks. It's a male chesapeake 7 weeks old very adorable. It's gonna be so awesome. Time for "real life" to start. Go do that while it's broken silly. Take care! She really digs it. Not much happening here. This client kicks ass. JESUS! But at least he's around. However that's being worked on. I could have stayed home. So many of your expectations probably have not been met. And it was really really awesome. At least not to the quick fix she seems to need. Its an older CD but I love Nat Myria! Apparently I'm a "Backstroker". Ali & I went for the big stuff. I don't know . I relized that I actually have played a game based off these books before. I get sick of people bugging me all the time. I got a picture of him last night from "Monie". Maybe when I get up tomarrow I can talk more about today. But you never really know who does. He's not angry. I have such a knack for this kind of thing! Adios. So no need to tell me that you're frustrated.

Then we skipped out on the rest and went to the movies to watch the Grinch.
At least it could have been over something meaningful. I could get decent sleep if I wanted to but no. We will discuss puppies. I can't get past this thing where her 18 mo. I said no. Please tear along the dotted line. I looked cute today but thats no suprise either! I have two things to do there this morning and then I can come home maybe. I was good for the begining of it. Needless to say . All the while I will be living at home and saving my money for. I'm off to work! I might end up crying again. I'm looking on the internet. She was kind of giving me a pep talk . Not fun. No matter that you've been madly in love for a whole month oh my god! I must flaunt it! My "idol" website is Google. She knew how "crazy I was over that young man". Which is fine for now. Its weird though becaus I'm a fast typer when it comes to english. Sometimes half way through typing it in it would lock up. Use your damn brains. I'm excited that today is my last day of formal training for my new job. He leaves on Friday for Seattle. My vocal chords are sorta stretched so are my bass playing fingers. I was on a mission to find Nightmare Before Christmas stuff. Newspapers? Very sad.

So I drew a pic of the 3 of us having a snow ball fight.
What the hell is up with this? Anyways Yeah. Oh please you're an elected official. He'll be home tomorrow night. We went to Amanda's and the igloo. Fighting here at home has mellowed. So was Ted Bundy like most other serial killers. I feel like running around in circles! I LOVE MUSIC! So we napped and he seemed upset at me . I feel so I don't know . Same idea different angle. I need somthing to do. I'll sleep in Saturday or maybe sleep in Sunday and get up early Saturday? I have created 2 personality tests. I miss you. However LiveJournal is a lot easier to use if you install a client program on your computer. Any ideas out there? Worried about M. Baiko told me that the link for the Loner test didn't work. She really digs it. Live in the present rather than always focusing on some future outcome. I guess they'll stay in touch so she can see her son. Feed 4 cats. I figured it was probably better if I did. But since its not till 3 I have to keep myself occupid. Today was kind of a crazy day. I can't find any pictures of King from Fatal Fury. Oh I hate it. She mostly watched but came out and asked me to pack her as I danced too.

It was in the trunk of Mike's car and now I have it again.
Until then I think I'm going back to sleep. That'd be good . I don't like strong things. It's not that I'm "special". I'm going to Siam after school with Army and Gift. I just want to sleep and get this week over. It was dumb. I grew up in Alaska. So we'd be pretty set to travel as much as we could. I don't know . My little grrl loved it too. I'm trying to squeeze more in. I have a bright and vivid imagination so I don't need the graphic grossness. I tried the crating yesterday. I'm so glad Jeff is around so I don't have to be the only one running the station. People leave these indelible imprints on me. I miss snow too. Then we skipped out on the rest and went to the movies to watch the Grinch. This week has been better than the weekend and most of last week. It's pouring rain. You do so much for so many! I want a long break from this place. Nevermind. I go undressed and told him I was not feeling well. Same idea different angle. I'm off to the dreamworld now. Of course ABBA was also there for me. Or at least like I'm supposed to be growing up and acting mature. I can't help but wonder what all happened but I don't wanna push her. I'm going to go smoke a cigarette before I say something".

I dunno.
Have to press flesh meet and greet schmooze and all that jazz. It's nice and it's agonizing . She also told me that she likes my accent so now I won't shut up. Ug. And then sing "how does it feel . I LOVE MY JOB! I allow her sister to stay here with us sometimes without complaining about it. Things have been strained between she and her dad but I think we've made some headway. He's got some good taste. I want to be out of here. I was a cheerleader all 4 years in high school. At about 5 we started cracking up because we were so tired it was so awesome. It's just so yummy. Good thing it's a short week. Now I want it up! She's going to AASG. Will write more when I get a chance. Same idea different angle. She wants to still be my friend cause she loves my accent. You do so much for so many! We will live through this. Today was a day of crying . It's "I Have A Dream" day. SO WHAT! What could be so bad as to let him go with that shithead? And then I remembered how I didn't want to come home to my ex . Failure to yield right of way. My ears were leaking this morning . Ug. He had no right to be telling them that.

Yay!
Have to press flesh meet and greet schmooze and all that jazz. Finally! You probably shouldn't be using SparkMatch. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA don't go there. One could not possibly ask for more. We were out until 5:30 this morning so there was no way I was going to get on the computer then! Finally. I guess they'll stay in touch so she can see her son. For now don't panic and stop sending hate mail. I changed one of the questions on my Loner test. I really value this service so much. I'm from Tucson. The baby will get sick you will cry you will be lonely BUT YOU WILL SURVIVE! I have a girl friend. Oh boy. I'm so relieved I'll have a break. One more step toward moving in. Which is fine for now. So please leave your name and let me know! I'm in prime fight mode now. Since that's the case we decided to get the PUPPY! Bye! Ah yes the flu is so much fun isn't it? You'll probably get the answer faster too! I get this way when I really like someone. AH right there licklicklick *chomp* MOOSE. Tomorrow will be a good day. OK enough said. We traded music. Then we skipped out on the rest and went to the movies to watch the Grinch.

Things have been strained between she and her dad but I think we've made some headway.
I seem to attract them partially because I speak to them in a valid manner. We may go to a movie date or go rent some movies and just hang out. So mote it be! It's always fun. Hope to see you there! KISA sneezed so many times this morning and so hard he gave himself a bloody nose. I got the new China Dolls CD! I was a cheerleader all 4 years in high school. We haven't had any snow it's warm one minute and freezing the next. Take care! I don't know . I just want to . Geocities ate most of my website. This is also useful if you're on vacation or away from your primary computer. You do so much for so many! I'm not sure if I spelled that right. Larry and Vicky are coming to town Wednesday night. The code is a lot neater. Can't drink coffee cos of my ulcer and I don't like my tea cold. YAY. You'll drool. Then she said "He just called you a bad word". I haven't checked any clubs today. So many of your expectations probably have not been met. Try to read this before you ask a new question. Granted they happen but using your BRAINS cuts the accident rate way low. I type 4 letters a minute now. So I'm going to lie around and groan a while. I just want to email "M" and then sleep. I think I love Sara.

Once the house is done we'll see about that!
Drove to Ahwatukee (in the lovely traffic) to pick up tamales that S is taking to Ohio with her. I asked stephan to meet me at Mc D's at 12:30. My host mom the helpful one first told me the concert was at the Ratary centre. That was for the benefit of my wonderful friend dusk. I really value this service so much. She really digs it. Be patient. I've only been gone for 4 months and I can't remember how to make no bake cookies. It's always fun. Anyways I have homework to do. So enjoying this for the time being but it's gonna be a bitch getting up for work on the 3rd! I can be very hard at times especially if she says something I think is somewhat stupid. Of course I'd like a nap. Went to dance practice tonight for the native dance group I've joined. I guess they'll stay in touch so she can see her son.